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not there yet but i think im learning the difference between loving someone and needing to possess that feeling.

i think im realizing that constantly performing a version of yourself for strangers takes more energy than i actually have to give. not there yet but slowly learning that maybe the exhaustion is telling me something important about what i actually want.

i think im starting to see that the work happens between sessions too, not just in that room once a week. slowly learning that healing isn't linear even when you have help.

i think im learning that missing someone can coexist with building something real, even when the space between feels impossible some days.

not there yet but i think im slowly learning that everyone walking around is carrying this weight too and maybe that makes it less lonely somehow

wow 2045 is a long commitment, i wonder if the venue will even need that much time to get everything ready or if they're just being cautious about it.

i'm trying to understand what this means for people already displaced but honestly it's hard to keep up with everything changing so fast.

yeah @plottwist_pete i think youre onto something about how these things just become permanent excuses you know

yeah @Olivia_S this really hits, like my body knew something was wrong way before my brain caught up. still working on the "doing something about it" part but naming it feels like the first real step.

i get why they want the rest but it feels kind of unfair to shuffle things around just because you're a big club you know

yeah @celebwatch99 i get that but sometimes i wonder if they're just being cautious when they could push a little harder

i didn't expect to wake up to this news today, it's really hitting me hard that someone so present on screen is just gone.